We all condemned her ...

Mila stood in the temple and cried. It's been fifteen minutes. For me it was amazing. "What is this fifa doing here?" I thought. Someone, but I did not expect her here exactly.
We were not acquainted with Mila, but I saw her often. We live in the same house and walk in one park. I am with my four children, and she with her three dogs.
We all always condemned her. We are me, other mothers with scions, old ladies on benches, neighbors and, I suspect, even passers-by.
Mila was very handsome, always dressed fashionably and seems to be frivolous and self-confident.
- Look, again changed the man, - grumbled to her after the woman Nina, sitting on the bench at the entrance.
"It's already the third."
"You can afford it, money, then," she agreed. She looked at the woman with a grim look, as Mila with another Khalil sits down in her expensive foreign car.
Son of a woman Shura, 45-year-old Vadik has not earned so far, even for a second-hand Zhigul.
"I'd rather give birth to children, the clock is ticking," their grandmother, Tolya's grandfather, supported their grandmothers. But in the matter of Mila's conviction, they were unanimous.
Later the whole shop was maliciously discussing that this Milkin Khachal was washed away. And she made a profound conclusion: "But because the slut! And in general, her house, probably, stinks of a dog! "
But most of all we did not like Mila - mothers with children.
While we were running after our children on the hills, swings, bushes, garbage dumps and just where the eyes are looking at the child (and they can look anywhere), she strolled about with her "jumps" and did not blow her whiskers. And even with some kind of a grin she looked in our direction. They say they pogovar, they do not know peace now. Whether it's me. I live in my own pleasure. And you convulsively calculate whether enough money for Mashenka on a jacket and boots, or shoes can wait.
"You can see right away, Childfree." They are all like that, "my friend Natasha, the mother of three boys, said.
"The rich have their quirks - dogs, cats, hamsters," nodded the pregnant twin, Lyudka, trying to get the eldest daughter off the tree.
- Yes, the egoist is simple, does not want to bother, but only on foreign countries to ride. It's the seventh year I have not seen the sea, "sighed Marina.
"Yes, yes, yes," I agreed at once with everyone, including those women in the yard. And she raced to pick up the broken knee from the ground and screaming at the whole park, Tonya.
"A kennel has developed here, it would be better to give birth to a child," suddenly a grandmother once said loudly with her grandson.
- None of your business! Mila turned sharply. I wanted to say something else, but I restrained myself and went on with my nasty dogs.
"Hamka," the old woman shouted to her.
... I looked for a few more seconds at the crying Mila and left the temple.
"Wait," I suddenly heard. - Hold on.
Mila followed me through the churchyard.
- You're always walking in a park with four girls?
- I ... And you with three dogs.
- Yes. And ... And can I talk to you? .. You know, I always look at you with my daughters, at other moms, and admire directly, - she said ... And she blushed.
- You?!? - I was surprised. And almost added: "You are chillyfri, selfish and fifa!" And I remembered her "malicious" views in our direction ...
So we met. We sat down on the bench. Mila spoke ... spoke. And she cried. It was clear that she just needed to share with someone ...
... Mila grew up in a good friendly family. And how many I remembered, she herself wanted a lot of children. I got married for a lot of love. But after two frozen pregnancies and the verdict of doctors "infertility", the beloved husband quickly evaporated.
For the same reason, the second disappeared. But before that Mila had been treated for a long time. And as a result, she almost died of an ectopic pregnancy.
Then there was the third "Khachal." And again ectopic. But this one escaped when he just heard about a possible child. He liked Mila's car, the fact that she earns a lot, and the burden in the form of children in his plans was not included.
- And I was ready to give everything, if only I had a baby!
"I thought you loved dogs," I said stupidly.
"Yes, I like dogs," Mila smiled. "But that does not mean that I do not like children."
To make it not so lonely, Mila led Tepu herself. And then she was asked to hold Mike while Masters were doing repairs. And left. And Fenya Mila picked up a puppy in the street in the winter.
It's a pity.
The clock ticked ... Mile was already forty-one years old. Although she looked at the strength of thirty.
She decided to take the child from the orphanage.
But with the adoption of Lena, too, there were some difficulties. Mila did not specify. "But this is my daughter, and I will fight for her!"
That day, Mila came to the temple for the first time in her life. "I simply have nowhere else to go!" - she said.
A father appeared, and Mila went to him. They talked for a long time about something, and she even wrote down something.
- Everything will be fine! With God! I heard his words. And Mila smiled ...
We walked home together.
"You probably think that I'm arrogant and proud," Mila said. - And I'm just tired of explaining everything. And I've heard so much already ...
I did not say anything.
Mila invited me and the girls to come and visit somehow - to play with the dogs. I agreed. And I will definitely come. But a little later.
In the meantime, I'm just very ashamed.

And I kept thinking: "Where do we get so much dirt? Where did I get so much dirt? Why do we think so lightly of a person all the worst? "

And I really want Mila, this amazing woman, whom we all condemned, all in the end became good. To Lenochka hugged her, she pressed herself against her and said: "Mommy!" And I knew that no one would ever give it back. And that wonderful happy dogs galloped along nearby - Tepa, Mike and Fenya ....

And maybe there will be a miracle, and Mila will have a good real husband. And Lenochka will have a brother or sister. It happens, is not it?
And that no one has ever told them more than one bad word!

Elena Kucherenko

Source: https://pravoslavie.fm/articles/my-vse-eyo-osuzhdali-elena-kucherenko/